PUTA TALAGA KAYO EXO SHET PINAPAIYAK NIYO KO PUTA BYE I JUST DIED HUHUHU ANG GAGO NIYO TALAGA PINAPAIYAK NIYO KO PWEDE BA EXO!!!!!!! UGGGHHHH. GRABE NADEDEPRESS AKO PAG NAIISIP KONG HANGGANG DOWNLOAD NALANG AKO PUTA. FULL MEMORY NA KO HINDI NA AKO MAKADOWNLOAD KAINIS GUSTO KO TALAGA NG ALBUM. KAHIT ISA LANG OH. SA EXO LANG NAMAN AKO NAGKAKAGANITO E HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU. EXO, PINAPASAYA NIYO KO AT THE SAME TIME PINAPAIYAK. MAHAL NA MAHAL KO KAYO, BAKIT GANUN?! TOT SANA PALA HINDI KO NALANG PINAKINGGAN YUNG BUONG XOXO ALBUM NIYO DAHIL /DIED/

Hindi ko naman masabi kay Mami na gusto ko ng album. Para kasing abuso na ako kung hihiling pa ako. Pwede naman ako magdownload diba? Pero hindi talaga ako mapakali. Gustong gusto ko ng album pero alam kong hindi ako mapagbibigyan ni Mami. Marami pa kasi kaming utang. Nagpagawa kasi kami ng bahay noong 2009 diba? Tapos ngayong 2013 naman, yung isa pa naming bahay pinagawa. Syempre malaking pera din yun. Di naman kami sobrang yaman. At hindi din ako tulad ng iba na nagtatampo pag hindi napagbibigyan. Naiintindihan ko sila Mami at Dadi pero nalulungkot parin ako na hindi ako makakabili ng album.

Hayst, album lang nagkakaganito ako. Nevermind. Hindi ko to ipprivate kahit maraming mura ;____; Bahala na kayong humusga sakin.

When the topic is about my best friends, like Kristel and Kaira, expect that I can make a long post. Hahahahahahahahahahahaahhaha. But srsly.

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Guys let’s talk about my best friend first, pwetty puwease? TOT

So ganito, she’s Kristel. She has a crush on someone, let’s call him ice cream. I’m not really sure if ice cream likes her too but I hope their feelings are mutual *crossfingers*. The situation is like this, Kristel is seated at the back side of the room and sakto naman, the section of ice cream stopped kasi. Then yes of course, si Kristel tingin ng tingin sa kanya. And now Kristel told me these exact words,

ayun tinitigan ko nga sya nun ehh

as in ung maya’t maya

nakita nya ako

ed tumalikod ako

tas yung pagkita nya sakin ung anu parang ganto ” :O ” kaso nakasarea ung mouth jajaja

tas tumingin ako ulit sakanya

eto ung nakakakilig

yung ano.. ung parang bawat tingin ko … nagkaka eye to eye kami.. ung matagalan.. eh andaming beses nun.. tas anu pa… tumitingin talaga sya sakin nun

AND YES, I DIED. ADKFHASDFA

Pero I have this hesitation kung boto ba ako kay ice cream for my best friend. Kasi we’re assuming too much baka masaktan pa yang babaeng yan, aba. One of my hatest thing pa naman is pag nasaktan yung mga taong pinakapinapahalagahan ko. Really, I may not show to them that their important to me, but yes. I hate it when they get hurt. Like, Kristel. Kasi she’s my pinaka-best-super-duper best friend. We never argue about random and small things. Pag malalaking bagay lang, and our fights won’t last a day. Unlike others kasi, when I get mad to a person, mahirap talaga akong amuhin. Pag kasi si krissy nagalit sa akin, feeling ko, foul na talaga ako. I know Kristel as a cheerful person, minsan lang mapikon, a girl who always laugh, tsaka walang pinoproblema. Uggghhh, I think she’s the most perf best friend for me.

I am not saying na siya lang ang best friend ko. Pero siya yung pinaka ko. I have many, Kaira is will be the second, then si Ysa and Kei.

Pero J Double K talaga♥♥

Every Girl’s Guide to Flings - Rule Number 5: Learn to take risks 

        Diego leans close to me to whisper something in my ear. Darn it, he smells really good. I think my heart stops beating for about three seconds. Is he going to ask me if I can give him another shot? Now that Jaime has vanished from the face of the Earth, I guess I kind of could. He says, “You have…. stuff… on your teeth.”

          I glance at my empty plate of pesto pasta, my cheeks burning, and excuse myself to go to the restroom. Way to go, Rickie. Why is it so easy for me to assume guys like me, or are pining for me, or are not yet over me? And why do all their gestures even the tiniest ones, mean something to me?

This is the most accurate thing I’ve read in my whole life.

Guys I have this one question I have been dying to ask since, uh, March? Yes, March. The question was like: how to be friends with someone you loved—loved, as in past tense—once and vice versa? I mean, really. I know this is a stupid question but I am really confused.

This afternoon, we have our group project for PE and yes, we have the same group. I was like “sht” but I pretended that I wasn’t affected at all. Yes, I admit, I am affected. But that doesn’t mean that I am still in love with him. It’s just, this thing is new for me, and this is very awkward. I tried to act cool and stuffs in front of them but deep inside of me, “omFg wat to do wat to do” So I faced at the right side where others are seated and where I can’t see his face to avoid being nervous. Lol. Other thing I hate this day is that our project was to make a song about physical fitness (?) and make dance steps to the song so technically we all will practice and perform together. Lucky me, right? But maybe this thing will help us to be friends, again. Sigh

I hate dogs. Yes they may be one of the cutest things here in earth but I AM TOTALLY SCARED OF THEM. Although I admit they’re cute, I don’t like them. I feel like they’ll hurt me anytime whenever I am close with them. Even if you tell me that they don’t bite, still, I will never ever touch a dog, or even a puppy. I just don’t like, yes I am weird.

I remember those dogs I encounter yesterday morning. Well while walking to the school (bec i need to walk a little to get in school) these dogs came into my way and i only have 2 choices lol: to walk on the left side, where the dogs are, or to walk on the right side, where there’s a possibility of accidents because of cars and trucks. So yes ugh i chose to walk on the left side and I was like “ppl help me pls”

I hate it when flashbacks automatically got into my mind

yes I might say hes still special to me, but we’re friends. nothing more, nothing less. i just hate the fact that i am always having a dream with him nowadays, finding myself in the middle of the class thinking about him, asking myself “paano kaya kung mu parin kami” ugggghhh, yes. we are not boyfriend-girlfriend thingy, MU LANG PO but still. ugh ok bai

i feel like crying charot

de hindi ko alam kung bakit urrgghh just hate myself

wahehehhehe masaya naman ako ngayon huhu i just wanna cry ;__;

i am weird